If you're trying to create a new profile using the same description text and username as you had before then POF seems to automatically delete these. I believe it's a bot that scans and recognises them and makes the assumption you are a scammer. When i was a member I had to use a different email account, have a new username and new text to prevent it being deleted. If you just want to rejoin and have created a new profile using all the same info and it's not been deleted then I guess you'd have to contact the admin and ask to have your upgraded status back. However, they may say that was for your old profile that you deleted and you'll have to pay again. My advice would be to ignore the upgrade and use it free as the upgrades do nothing. As a woman you'll get a lot of attention anyway!