I am 43 years old. And was talking daily to family and friends unconsciously about my limited time here on earth. Because death would be the silent saver for this abuse - I relish the idea and even share it with my narcissistic husband of 5 years. He would get upset at me because he didn't want to miss his source of narcissistic supply. After a nurvous breakdown I went to doctor and then was searching the internet for soothing music to help me sleep. By Divine providence I came up on a video from Melanie and then follow through and listen to her 3 hour webinar the next day! This woman is a gift from god! She endeavours to leave the leaves on the tree and go to the root of the problem. I now think my life will be revolutionised with my connection with her. Now I want to live to see the outcome of this. Thanks to Melanie