$#*! Y.

So I'm a creator, I have been since February and I have NOT been able to successfully pay out since April. Why? Because they updated something and it says it was processed and it's been 3 weeks. I have not received jack $#*! ($190 I need for rent and meds) its not in my bank account and my bank info at all. It's the same $#*!ing bank, the same $#*!ing numbers. The only thing that changed was my email because I got completely locked out of my original email account with 0 access to it and don't get me started on Google smfh. It's SAD that they steal, especially from creators so small because I CHOOSE who I want to sub. I have issues with people and they've done nothing on top of the fact that they let people threaten us for no reason. I'm terrified to even leave my house because I'm not medicated (need it for severe mental health issues) it's getting colder out and I'm on the verge of homelessness. No one wants to fkn help and they've been spamming me with the same cookie cutter email giving 0 help. There's no explanations they just $#*!ing stole money and if I don't receive it within the next week I'm going to sue. Idgaf anymore. It's bs. It's hard having severe untreated (neglected my entire life by everyone) mental health issues and late diagnosed disabilities with the ptsd from being trafficked. I made more money somehow on being raped than I have consenting any of my content.