I have searched intensively under two years to find a woman who possible wants a longlasting relation, and hopefully a child.

I have conversated with almost 2.000 woman profiles. About 1.990 were fake women profiles. How do I know that? The "women" usually asked me about money, they don't want to show herself on webcam, or I found theirs pictures on porn sites, or other dating sites, with different names, ages and locations.

I finally met two women in my country. One had four children. She is my friend now. Sometime we chit-chat about our daily lives. The other woman I meet was migrant from Lithuania. She had two children. After the first meeting we decided to meet once more time. She would send me message me if she couldn't come. I waited for her to show up under two hours, a summer friday afternoon. She don't answered at my calls or messages. So I learned what "ghosting" means. Some months later I got SMS from her that she needed help. We met, I helped her. After that she ghosted me again.

At the christmas we got in touch again. I asked to meet her. She told me that she had to work. At new years eve she sent me pictures of her and her family. We chatted some days after, and then she ghosted me for the third time. One months later she blocked me at Facebook.

I got perplexed. What have I done wrong? I am not a stalker.

It is very difficult to find any serious woman.

The last thing I will test is to write at my Facebook profile, that I am looking for a serious women.

Today, when it is so easy to interconnect through Internet, it seems very difficult, to nearly impossible to find a partner.

It seems that I have to give up my dream to have a family.:-/